Tuesday, December 15, 2009.
8:23 PM.
I have been bottling up my feelings regarding certain things lately,
so I need an avenue to let things go so that everything can be back
to normal.
Firstly, I am sick and tired of you putting the blame on me for
whatever I do. I know I'm the bad one in your heart, but is
there a need to always do a dressing-down whenever I do
something wrong, especially when things are only so minor?
Everyone around you have been controlling their urge to like
really scream and yell, but how long do you think we can hold
longer. Yes, you may have a low tolerance level against the
things we do, but don't you think we have an endless level of
tolerance? I really don't know how long I can tolerate you...
Secondly, I don't know if you realised that you've been pissing
people around you off. I've been trying to tell you what's wrong
with you but I suppose you did not manage to get what I've been
trying to tell you? Also, I guess you're clueless about how many
times you hurt the feelings of others, needless to say about your
erratic hot-tempered behaviour of late. I'm unsure if you are who
you used to be. You always go around telling others that they have
changed; but what about you? You changed too, for the worst,
to be specific. I don't know if I will end up in a huge quarrel with
you in the days to come, but I really hope things would not end up
in such a state. I'm sorry if I've disappointed you. Hope you'll get
what I mean and may things be better for us all.
That's all.
I'm gonna go for an interview for a new job. I quit my 1st job after
4 days of work that (I personally think) almost drove me nuts.
I don't know how many people I am going to disappoint/ 've disappointed
this year. I seriously hate this.
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